Friday, October 10, 2008

he cried. . .

She had the most beautiful eyes in the world. Or so he thought. Hey, I would have agreed. It was beautiful. It wasn't all seductive nor it was the cute-kitten eye thing. It were those beautiful eyes. Just plain beautiful. IT had that glow.

But then, there was no glow now. She died in the morning. Accident. They rushed her to the hospital. Doctors did all the last minute things. Setting her up for the new journey. HA!

She was beautiful, from the inside.

He lost it. They didn't have anyone. Just each other. But then now he was alone. He had never cried before. He didn't cry then. He left the hospital and walked towards the Gateway of India. It was close-by.

There were lots of people there. He was totally oblivious to the hullabaloo happening around him. He saw the pigeons. There were a hundred or may be even more. They were feeding on the grain.

He noticed two pigeons. They weren't with the rest of them. They had their own life. They were happy. It was beautiful. It is always beautiful when you have someone.

He didn't have his someone.

He tried to go close to the pigeons to feed them. He held out his hand with some grain on his palm. One of the pigeons started flying. In the blink of an eye, all of them were gone. He sat there while all of them left.

He sat there. On the road. It suddenly hit him. He didn't have anyone in this world. He didn't have his someone. He was alone in this world.

He cried.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

conspiracy!

so classes; college i mean, started this week.my first class was mechanics. upon entering the class I was greeted with the phrase "welcome to the conspiracy?!" conspiracy? i was a kinda shockedd! i was told that i was joining a profession. that professor then continued to explain to us that all a profession is, is one giant conspiracy against lay people.a profession is something full of esoteric knowledge that serves no other point than to keep lay-people from understanding what was going on.aaaah whateva. . . i dont care! further i was told that mechanics, or rather the whole engg subjects and all is that esoteric knowledge and that a whole semester is there to look forward to aquire this knowledge.

Let me tell you .... it feels great to be part of a conspiracy. Esoteric knowledgeeee(jayan style ;)). .. . here I come!

Monday, September 8, 2008

bond, james bond!

Got this joke in a mail forward...maybe some of u must have seen this earlier or something...but seeing it i cudnt stop myself laughing hard. . ! :lol:so i thought i would post it here.

Once it so happened on a flight that James Bond was sitting beside SRI LANKAN bowler Chaminda Vaas .Both were travelling to lanka.

Vaas: "Hello, May I know your good name please?"
James Bond : "My name's Bond..(smiles and then says).... James Bond." (in his usual style..)
James Bond: "And you?"
Vaas: "I am Vaas...
Chaminda Vaas...
Joseph Chaminda Vaas...
Ushantha Joseph Chaminda Vaas...
Patabendige Ushantha Joseph Chaminda Vaas....
Warnakulasuriya Patabendige Ushantha Joseph Chaminda Vaas....

bond faints!

Thursday, September 4, 2008

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PS-I didn’t win the lottery :|.so my plan to take over the blogsphere has been temporarily postponed!

after six months or so of insufferable boredom i had to go through after the entrances finally today I went to my college to secure my admission there.actually we(me and my dad) were asked to reach there by 9 am but then we thought we would reach there by some 8 30 or so,so that we would be the first there and so could return early.now that was my idea...wah wah...wat an idea!we reached there around some 8 40 and found no one there and so my dad congragulated me on my wonderful idea.we approached a help desk kept somewhere in the campus and that guy asked us to write our name in a book there and so we opened the book!...damn 25 students have already come and are waiting in some class room!!shit...we are 26th!aah anyway noting could be done and so we too joined the huge battalion in the class...i found some "colors" in the class and my eyes seemed to be fixed there.anyways after some 2.5 hours of waiting finally we were called...happily we went into the principals room...

a lady checked all our documents and stuff.she smiled at us..."aaah so everything must be fine" we thought...said that there is some prob with the receipt from the banK!she said that we only have a round seal in our receipt and must have another rectangular seal too!wtf?the shape?damn...so my dad asked her as to what should be done next.the answer was quite simple;just go to the bank get a rectangular seal below the round one and return!now the bank in which we paid the fees was like some 35 kms from the college.but then we could do nothing about that and so we decided to leave.just then the next guy;the 28th one asked us the matter and so we said we dint have that rectangular seal or something.now this guy checked his receipt.he had the rectangular seal,no round one.he was called...went in...returned!he was asked to get the round seal and return!!now this guy came from malappuram or somewhere and so practically it seemed to be impossible to get the seal and return today.(malappuram is some 10 hours from tvm or something!)he was totally fucked up,without the slightest idea as to what should be done next!now the next one who went in also returned saying that he only had the round one and so should get the rect. one !
the crowd seemed to be expanding minute by minute and after some 30 mins 27 people were standing and discussing..then someone called the ent comm. or something and finally after some 2 hours there came an announcement that the seal dosent matter and so -everything solved-.

we then came out the principals room and paid some cautn dep ,pta fund,placement guidance fund and all and we were about to return when some chettanmars came to me and said" dae give 50 rupees and join sfi"! i tried to extricate myself from them but then had no other choice(ksu or sfi) ,now both are all the same to me, and so i joined sfi!(hehe) they guranteed me to save me from all sorts of ragging and all....lets wait and see....tomo marks the beginning for me, the beginning of a new era(my college will open tomo)! :)

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

short

nothing much to write about today. things seemed to have slowed down to its usual pace after the govt counselling and stuff. but usually such lull fortells unexpected things in the future( i hope so). there are plenty of oppurtunities for it to happen in this week as my college will start on 5th (coming friday).
well as the saying goes...expecting the unexpected.
let this be a short log entry for a change.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

blithe

Eventhough today morning it seemed to me as though the day was fishy and sucky evening seemed to change the entire course! actually to be frank morning i was like totally apprehensive about what today s gonna bring forth..yea today was the day on which the govt counselling for admission to the profesional degree courses was to be conducted! and as per schedule the results were out by sometime around 5 pm or so...and yay i got alloted to college of engg, attingal, trivandrum;for electronics and communication...hurrah...iam like i would say really really happy!so well...if i would pass in all subjects for the coming 4 years then after that...wow..i would become a b-tech degree holder!now that sounds totally coool :D

sucky day!

simper,sob,sigh! what a perfectly sucky day!with nothing to do iam well at home bored bored and bored!actually i dont have any fucking thing to do except surf the net,switch on the television and again repeat these suking things...well, there was a cricket match between india and sri lanka i suppose? ya it was between them and yay india won! :) - but still, it seemed to me as a perfect sucky day! to start i think i woke up at somewhere around 10 am or is it 9? aaah actually i dont remember and who cares the time and stuff?! but then i think its 9... yes, you heard that right, 9 am. you swear at me? hehe...actually i was awake till 1 am or something yestday,downloaded some songs and all!. actually i think today there is "school of rock" in star movies but then thats sometime around 12 pm or somethinG!yaay i just love thst film! all hail school of rock.but then fuck it...3 more hours!damn..wtf?. yea, and rite now i'm so bored i'm thinking of studying!seriously! damn, that is some serious boredom. i'm not going to, of course - jeez, that was just an expression...like i'd actually study, what a hilarious thought.aaah anyways i think my classes would begin on 5th or so( yey iam an engg aspirant ok?...engg people hail 4 iam one among u! :D)

its at times like this that i wish i had some magic thinggy...aaah many cartoon characters and some morons have it!but then those morons,doesn't even make good use of it,seriously!.had it been in my hands then damn sure the first thing i'd wish for ? hehe actually i dont know!aaah. don't ask me why,coz i dont know...i have some thousand wishes and so dont know actually which one should be placeed first!?

ok ok now i think time is somwehre between 11 30 and 12 00....yay so i have made a first post on my blog....now thats cool :D...congrats boy(now thats me congrgulatimg myself) little dumb i suppose!anways if anyone who reads this post would like to congragulate me just drop a coment("if")yay... what i really feel like doing right now is going on to the roof and yell at the top of my voice "i too have a blog"!. hey, it'll at least make some people know that a boy exists in this house,nothing else! wish me luck!